RanDawg (wasabiabi) wrote,

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This has been a long time in coming

Hello everyone, it has been a really long time since I have visited journalland but I have finally reached a point where I need to get a few things off my chest to people who are willing to listen and not care. Everyone I work with is so freaking uptight that I need to watch what I say sometimes. God forbid if I think that John Kerry looks like some evil character from every and any cartoon imaginable or don't believe that Circle K and Unical 76 gasoline is all part of a conspiracy helping President Bush keep American troops in Iraq. Life would be way too simple if we could all borrow our opinions from some Michael Moore documentary. That is not to say that I like George W. Bush, I dislike him just as much as I dislike John Kerry. Sometimes I feel as if there is no real reason for voting in this freaking election because I do not like either one of my choices. This country is in serious need of a strong thrid party that can keep the two we already have in check. I am not really in to politics all that much but I do feel that there should be more than two people to choose from to lead this country.

In unrelated news I really hate my job. Last week we had a new person start the is a friend of the owners family and she got started out at 50 cents and hour less than me. Sure I shouldn't care since I am making more, but I also do a hell of a lot more work than she will be doing on top of having already worked there a year and having a college degree I feel that I am getting the short end of a stick. I am stuck at the moment though, part of the pains of buying a house. I can't change jobs until the house closes or I risk losing my loan and therefore the house. So it wont be until the end of december or the beginning of january until I can effectivly look for a new job. I sure do hate bitching about money but I didn't go to school for five years to make $22,000 a year. Fuck work.

I went to dinner with a friend the other night and something struck me as rather odd. I was talking to him at is apartment after dinner and have noticed just how far apart we have grown over the last year. I know my life has become much MUCH different since I have been in a serious relationship, but with this particular friend it is not completely my fault that we have grown apart. He and I have very different goals in life. I never thought that I would be the one that was slightly serious and (dare I say it)....grown up but it appears to be that way. What the fuck happend? I remember writing past journal entries about how being serious sucks.

Anyways, I better get to bed so I can wake up early to go to a job that I hate. I need to join a fight club or something. Money just plain sucks. It doesn't really exist anyway, all I ever see are numbers on a computer screen.
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